So there we were Marlene and me. My wife had just died of cancer
and it had taken every penny I had for her medical treatments. I
had to get a second mortgage on the house to make ends meet. I
lost so many days from work visiting at the hospital that I
eventually lost my job. A good paying job too. With no job I had
no money to pay the mortgage so I lost my house. I could not
afford much because I was still in debt and I was trying to keep my
ten year old daughter with me. I rented a two room apartment
because that was all I could afford. I had one bed in a tiny
bedroom with a closet. The kitchen area had a stove, a
refrigerator, a couple of cabinets. A table with a couple of chairs
served as the dining room, a small bathroom with a shower and we
had no living room space. I had a job so that kept me busy. My
daughter went to school and came to the apartment to wait for me.
Her activities consisted of doing her homework, cleaning up the
little apartment and watching TV. She sometimes cooked and
sometimes she didn’t. I would sometimes cook or bring something
from outside. But most of the time we just ate sandwiches, tuna
fish, ham and cheese, roast beef, turkey.
Marlene had held up quite remarkably. I on the other hand almost
completely lost it. I had hated losing my wife, my house and
everything else I owned. I hated the fact that I lost my good job
and now was working hard to make ends meet. Through it all I try
to stay focus on work and the future. Our Christmas had been a sad
one, just having recently moved into that tiny, crusty apartment.
We basically had no Christmas spirit. But within a couple of
months we had settle into our routine. In April was Marlene’s
eleventh birthday and I almost forgot about it. I had not been
giving enough attention to my daughter. I remember a couple of
weeks before that it was Marlene’s birthday so I decided to do
something special for her. I took off from work that Friday but I
made believe that I was leaving for work. Instead, I went to pick
up my paycheck and went to a bakery store got a cake, came back to
the apartment and clean it up. I went to the grocery store and
bought steaks and some candles. I also bought some air freshener.
I came back home and went shopping again. This time I went to a
clothing store and bought her some clothes. A new coat, a blouse,
a skirt, some panties and a sleeping shirt. I had the gifts
wrapped. I went home and prepared the meal. I waited for Marlene
to come home at her usual hour with the cake ready to have the
candles lighted.
She came at her usual time, I heard her footsteps and started
lighting the candles. I had just enough time to stand at the door
as she opened it, I yell surprise and started singing Happy
Birthday to you. She was really taken aback. She started to cry.
I told her to make a wish and she blew out the candles. I told her
to go take a shower and do her homework while I prepared dinner.
We had a candle light dinner at around five. After the dinner we
had cake for dessert. Then I went and got the blouse from under
the bed where I had put it. I gave it to her and gave her a kiss
on the cheek. She was very excited as she opened her gift. She
wanted to try it on right away. She was so excited she pulled her
T-shirt over her head and started to put on the blouse. I just
looked at her and for the first time I noticed that she had little
knots for nipples. I had totally forgotten that she was at the age
of change. I also notice that she was beginning to fill out. She
put on her blouse. I was not looking at the blouse anymore, as she
was telling me she liked it very much, what I was looking at was
her legs and as she turn around her round behind. I took my eyes
away as she finished turning and was a little embarrassed to think
that I was looking at her that way. I went and got the rest of the
gifts all together I was so flustered. I wanted to give them to
her one at a time. She could not believe she had gotten so many
gifts and was telling I was wonderful. This time she went to the
bedroom and slipped into the skirt and the coat. They looked nice
on her and I told her so. I could tell she was very happy and her
happiness brought me happiness. And at that moment she was the
most important person in my life. I decided that from here on I
would try to give her as much happiness as possible. We did the
dishes and I took a shower and we settle in our bed to watch our
favorite show. She had put on her sleeping shirt and it was a
little smaller than I had thought at first.
I had my arms around her. And she smell so sweet. I kissed her on
her hair. I love her hair; it was blonde and soft like her
mother’s. I could feel her stomach with my hand and her soft
gentle breathing. I kissed her this time on her ear. Marlene
turned her face kissed me on the cheek and told me she loved me
very much. She then followed that with a kiss on my mouth. I told
her I loved her very much too. She looked into my eyes and I into
hers. And I felt a warmth and a stirring in my loins. I felt
myself getting hard and the crack of her behind pressing against my
penis made it even harder. I felt embarrassed once again and asked
her to please get me a glass of water. She kissed me once again on
the mouth and said sure. As she stood up from the bed, I could not
help but notice that the shirt had ridden up her thighs and that I
could see her white panties. I was glad she was gone, she went to
the bathroom and that gave me enough time to get a hold of myself.
She came back with a glass of water. I drank it and told her that
I felt sleepy and that she could stay up and watch the show. I
turned and gave her my back. I was not really sleepy but I needed
to collect my thoughts.
I started thinking that I had not had sex in over a year. I had
been under so much pressure that I had not given sex a second
thought. But now this was presenting a problem and I better do
something about it and fast. Here I was getting a hard on with my
daughter being so close. This was a dangerous situation. Our
closeness was not natural to begin with. She should have her on
bedroom. I was only human and could take only so much. I had not
pay any attention to her in such a long time and now that I did,
look what happened. What was I to do? The singles scene was to
dangerous with the killer disease going around. I really was
caught between a rock and a hard place. Especially my hard loins
that had awaken with a fury.
I decided to keep the status quo for now and let the chips fall
were they may. It was murder for me. I was going crazy with lust.
The close proximity was the worse of it all. She would walk around
in shorts and t-shirts and drive me up the wall. I would try to
catch glimpses of her when she was not looking. I would try to
catch every opportunity to see as much of her nakedness as
possible.
I would take her soil panties and masturbate while smelling them.
Instead of alleviating the situation masturbation only made it
worse because I wanted the real thing. Which was so close. I
became a practical walking hard on. Marlene of course did not
suspect. On the outside I was cool and calm, but in the inside I
was debating all the different possibilities. She was my daughter
and that may me feel guilty. She was very pretty and that washed
away the guilt and only my animal lust remained. She would sit on
my laps and my hard on would almost burst in my pants. Sometimes
I could not help myself and I would do things to her.
It started quite innocently, I guess for her. She sat on my laps
after dinner one night with only her sleeping shirt on. I remember
quite well because it was a nice May night and we had the windows
open because it had been a very warm day and the night was not
showing any signs of chilling. She came and sat on my laps and
gave me a hug and held me. I put my arms around her and close my
eyes. Then, I brought my hand up and started playing with her
hair. I don’t know how long we were like that. But her smell, her
hair and her softness were driving mad. I had a tremendous hard on
that I need to relief and did not know how to. I was so excited
that I was almost trembling. I did not want her sitting on my
laps anymore because I was afraid of what might happen, mainly that
I would carry her to the bedroom, pull up her shirt and her panties
down and shove my hot rod into her with all my might. But I
couldn’t bring myself to shove her off my lap. Also she seem to be
enjoying my hand through her hair. I let my hands go to her face
very slowly. Marlene did not mind at all. I became freer with
her. I kissed her on the lips a few times and she just responded.
I wanted to ram my tongue into her mouth but I knew I couldn’t do
that without frightening her.
I let my hand go down her side, first her arm then her rib cage
then her legs. I could not believe it here I was feeling up my own
daughter. I was really hot and bother. But I could not get the
final release, she was a child and to top it all my own. I played
with her face and kiss it again and again. I kissed her on the
mouth countless times. I bit her nose a little and kept on feeling
her up her side. I was really afraid for her, for me. I finally
could not take it anymore and I told her that I needed to take a
shower. The next day to my surprise, she came and sat right on my
laps. Once again our little game started. I kissed her and let my
hands roam but not touching any dangerous places. Once again I
got her off my laps to take a shower. I jerked off right in the
shower and I came globs and globs. Marlene was the only thing on
my mind and screwing her was becoming more and more a goal in my
life. She could not be near me that I would not get a hard on. On
the bed I would stay away from her as much as possible but
sometimes that was impossible. I try to keep our little games
clean but it was also impossible. I was a bird of prey and she was
my prey and the more she sat on my laps the more she wanted to sit
on my laps.
One night I let my hand roam down her front so that I played with
her little nipples over her shirt. I could not help myself I
really wanted to taste them but how. That would not appear to
fatherly to her to me or to the world. Once again I had to take a
shower to cool off and jerk off. It was not as good as the real
thing but I got what I could. I did not dare get to racy with
Marlene. I would tremble with her in my arms but what did she
know. About a week later she was sitting on my laps and I decided
to feel her as much as I could and do to her as much as I could
with out getting her all bend out of shape. I started our little
game as usual, but with a real great calm. She sat on my laps and
I started to go through her hair then slowly through her ears. I
was really hot and bothered that night. And she was turning in to
a real tease in my eyes. I began to think she wanted it as much as
I did. I kissed her face as usual. I let my hands roam, I even
squeeze her ass as I always wanted. I then let my tongue loose on
her. I first let my tongue play in her ears, not wet and fast and
sloppy but slowly, gently, tickling, kissing, biting. At the same
time I let my hands go to work on her nipples, once again slowly.
Wanting to turn her on, wanting her to feel the fires I was
feeling. I then let my tongue go over her face. I licked at her
mouth, I bit her lips ever so gently. To my surprise she started
to respond. I could feel her heart beating wildly. I pried her
mouth open with my tongue by inserting it in between her lips. She
in turn open her mouth and let our tongues meet. She had her eyes
close. I let our tongues play a little, very gently. Then I let
my hand move down the side of her leg very gently. I reached her
foot. And let my hand come up between her legs. Massaging,
opening, exciting her. Playing with her tongue, feeling her breath
hard. Me holding my on breath back. I reached her knees, she
still had her legs close, then I started pushing her legs to open
to my proving hand. Gently letting her know were I wanted to touch
her. I inched my hand up her thighs. My heart pounding out of my
chest.
She was mine and no matter what she did, she could not break my
hold on her. I wanted her like I never wanted any woman. Not even
her mother. She was my offspring, she was part of me and she
looked like the woman that I had love most dearly. Marlene was
eleven but to me she was all woman. She did not know what was
happening between us but I knew. I was seducing her. We were
going to be lovers. We were going to make love together. A father
and his daughter. The very thought excited me to no end. My hand
kept moving up and she finally realized were my hand was going.
She open up like a flower. She wanted me to touch her private
parts. She wanted me to feel her pussy. I did not dare go fast,
I wanted to go slow. I wanted her to want, desire and burn with
lust as I had burned for months. I felt my fingers touching her
panties for the first time. I almost blew my load right there and
then. I felt her warmth, her panties were a little wet, oh god I
was on the verge of coming. But I did not want to stop I was
feeling intense pleasure just from touching her. In the position
we were. I wanted to go on and on. Kissing her, feeling her. I
let my fingers push against her panties and started rubbing her
with my three middle fingers. I heard her moan then. I then let
my tongue come out of her mouth gently and go down her neck. She
started to raise to meet my fingers. I knew then that she was hot.
What could I do? I did not want to take her too fast. I knew we
had a lot of time months and months to enjoy ourselves and I like
the way things were developing. I wanted her to wanted even more
than I. I pulled my hand away and she started to begged me not to
stop. I held her and told her that was enough. In my heart I knew
that it was not enough, that it would never end between us. But
tonight I knew that the best thing to do was stop. She just shook
in my arms. I knew that the fires had started and that we were
going to go all the way. She was going to become my woman. But I
had to take it slow very slow. I never dreamed that I would ever
be doing this.
We went to bed, each of us slept on our respective sides. She did
not sit on laps the next night as a matter of fact we hardly spoke.
I guess our guilt was washing over us. This guilt that would not
go away. She had finally realized that the things we were doing
were not normal interaction between a father and his daughter. I
did not want to push her any faster than she was willing to go. It
was maddening seeing her and going to bed with her and not getting
to even touch her. We sort of cool off. I didn’t know what to do
I was madly in love with her. I wanted her to take her mother’s
place. She had washed over me and my whole being honed in on her.
I wanted to have her. Take her like a man takes a woman. But at
the same time she was still a child and my own. I could not
traumatize her. All I could do was wait. And that’s what I did.
With the summertime the nights were getting warmer and warmer the
fan that we had blew more hot are than cool. We were practically
suffocating at night. One night I got up and took a shower and
then just put on my shorts. I did not even want to wear that.
Poor Marlene was sweating too. She could not sleep either. She
told me she could not sleep. I got up again and got a towel and
wetted it. I came back to the bed and told Marlene to take off her
nightie and lay on her the bed. As she laid there, I took the cool
wet towel and rub her down with it. She cool off a bit. And from
that night on she slept in panties and I slept in my shorts. I
would see her night after night get in the bed with me not being
able to have what I most wanted. On the fourth of July, I bought
a case of beer. I started drinking beer, it would cool me off so
much. Marlene asked if she could have some. At that point in time
I wasn’t thinking straight. I let her drink some. We would share
a can so that it would stay cool. I did not know that alcohol
would get my daughter in a horny mood. I was in a happy mood. But
she was horny. It was like six p.m. time for the fire works was at
eight. Marlene took a shower and stay in her panties. I was stone
and all I did was look at her. She just giggle. I said I was
taking a shower too. So I took my shower and stay in my underwear.
She could see my hard on and I could tell she was curious. We kept
drinking beer and getting more and more stone. She spill some on
the bed so I slapped her behind and told her not to do that. She
threw some of the beer on me. We started wrestling and mock
fighting. I manage to pin her down and felt my cock touching her
pussy. I felt so good that I started to dry hump her. She just
laid there. I wanted to give it to her for real but I wanted her
to enjoy it. I got off of her and hugged her and told her I love
her very much. She gave me a kiss and told me she loved me too.
I was so happy to be with her. Stone as I was I automatically
reached for her panties and took them off of her. I then kiss her
a slow long kiss and started going down her neck. I rested on her
little nipples down to her belly button. I thought I might be
going to fast but I wanted to taste her pussy. I kept going down
until my tongue found her little clitoris. I set myself down to do
the licking of a lifetime. I knew I had to suck her dry. So I
lick and lick and suck and kissed and nibble at her pussy. Her
pussy tasted great, better than I imagine. It had very little
hair and I love it. She was going crazy and I was making sure that
I was driving her crazy. I did every trick in the book. I must
have lick her for about an hour. She just felt sensation after
sensation hit her like never before in her life. When I got done
we were both exhausted. The beer and the sex killed us both. We
slept like babies that night.
The next day we went to the beach. She had a one piece bathing
suit on and I had my bathing trunks on. She put on the suntan
lotion on me and I put some on her. I was immediately hard. I put
a towel over my loins I sure did not want somebody seeing with a
hard on at the beach. Later, Marlene asked me to go into the water
with her. She was hanging from my neck. She was sort of choking
me. I told her I was going into deeper water and she should get
off my back. She said she wanted to go into the deeper water also.
I told her that she was choking me. She said no problem and
proceeded to hug me from the front and wrap her legs around me.
The water was somewhat cold but as soon as I felt her I started
stirring. I said to her I don’t think this is a good idea. She
said why don’t we go behind the rocks. Once she said that my dick
was at full attention. I started walking in the water with Marlene
hanging from my neck and every step I took felt like I was humping
her through our bathing suits. I was very hard by the time we got
around the rocks. I pull out my cock and started squeezing it. I
told her I wanted her to grab my dick. She reached in between us
and grabbed it. I put my hand over hers and squeezed. Then I
started to masturbate with her hand. I was so hot. She said dad
your cock sure feels big. I said do you like it baby. She said I
love it. I said can I touch your pussy with it. For an answer she
gave me a kiss on the lips. I then told her to pull her swimming
suit to the side. I was really pissed she did not have a bikini
panty that I could rip off.
As she held her swim suit to the side I took my cock and rub the
head in her hairless little box. What a moment. I tongue kissed
her right there. I wanted to stick it in. I aimed the head and
pushed. I could not even get the head in. The waves were knocking
us about also. Damn, what bad timing. Then we heard voices. I
said we better get out of here. The rest of the afternoon, I spent
thinking of fucking Marlene. I wanted to finally pull her legs
apart and push my dick into her pussy. I knew it was going to be
difficult and anybody that has fuck a virgin knows that. I wanted
to go home and try again. We headed back and it was really crowded
in the train. Marlene sat on my laps, I was in immediately
attention. She knew what was the hard lump on the crack of her
ass. She had a bag on her laps. I put my hand under the bag and
started playing with her pussy. She sat there a little embarras
but excited at the same time. I wanted to keep her hot and ready.
We got home and the first thing she did was head for the shower.
I took off my clothes and followed her into the shower. It was
great being naked in the shower with Marlene. I grab the soap and
started doing her back. My hard on would not quit.