Pam’s first time is in her cousin’s car

This couldn’t be more cool. A sunny day driving around
with her older cousin Todd in his excellent
convertible. She might have just turned eighteen, but
she felt so grown up. Todd was almost twenty two. That
was older than anyone she knew.

Pam brushed her hair out of her face. She liked the way
he looked at her. It made her feel like he wanted her.
It was weird to think something like that of her
cousin, but he was a cute guy, after all.

She kept thinking about what Melanie told her when they
were driving home from her boyfriend’s house. Somehow
they started talking about guy’s things. Melanie called
them cocks, but she said they were also called dicks or
penises. Pam asked her about her boyfriend’s penis and
Melanie told her something that surprised her.

“Todd’s is bigger,” she said.

Pam was confused. “Bigger? Does that mean it’s better?”

She nodded and grinned. “Bigger is always better.”

Now she was dying to see Todd’s thing. At the time she
did not think to ask her cousin how she knew so much
about her brother’s cock. As she thought about it,
though, she decided she must have seen it accidentally
one time or another.

Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and the tail
blew in the wind. She loved the feel of it on her face.
She was wearing one of her brother’s old hockey jerseys
with nothing underneath. Her breasts rubbed against the
rough fabric, making her nipples tingle.

Todd drove to the lake and parked in a spot overlooking
the water. Below and a short way up the shore some kids
were swimming and a small sailboat drifted slowly on
the water. The lake wasn’t very big. She could see the
houses on the other side.

“So, when do you go home?” Todd said.

“Sunday. School starts again on Monday.”

Todd nodded. “Do you have a boyfriend now?”

“No,” Pam said. What was he getting at?

“Did you ever kiss a guy?”

“Yes,” she said.

“Did you ever …” he started to say.

“Ever what?”

“Did you ever see a guy’s dick?”

“Yes, I did. I even touched one, too,” Pam said. She
could not help feeling smug.

Todd looked shocked and that pleased her.

“You sucked one? Who?”

“My boyfriend’s.”

“I thought you said you didn’t have a boyfriend?”

“I had one. That was last year.”

Todd nodded with his jaw set firmly. Pam glanced down
at his lap and was shocked. Standing up along his right
leg in his jeans was a long, thick ridge, much bigger
than the lump she had seen in Melanie’s boyfriend’s
jeans. Melanie hadn’t lied. Todd’s penis was much
larger.

“Did you ever let him touch you?” Todd said.

“Touch me?”

“Yeah. Like this.” Todd reached across the seat and his
hand slithered between her thighs and under her skirt.

Pam gasped. Her thighs parted. Todd’s hand slipped up
her leg to her crotch before she could squeeze them
shut. The touch of his hand on the bare inside of her
thigh was like an electric current shooting through her
body.

His fingers quickly wiggled under her white cotton
panties and touched her warm crotch. Pam was frozen to
her seat. She never felt a man’s hand between her legs.
Todd pressed his mouth to hers. His tongue forced her
soft lips open and pushed into her mouth.

Pam moaned. Her breasts throbbed. She didn’t know what
to do, so she stayed still with her knees apart and her
cousin’s hand between her thighs. His fingers probed in
places only she had ever touched, and it felt terrific.
Should she let him touch her there? If she did anything
he would stop, and she didn’t want that. So she met his
tongue in her mouth with her tongue.

“You like that?” Todd whispered.

He rubbed a spot on her crotch and Pam groaned. She
slumped against the door, feeling weak. Her legs were
still spread and her mouth was still open, with a drop
of saliva on her chin. She never felt anything so good
in her life. Her chest was heaving when she looked at
him again.

“You liked that, didn’t you?” Todd said.

Pam nodded.

“You want me to do it again, don’t you?”

Pam nodded again. She would give anything if he would
touch her like that again.

He looked down at her lap. “Take your panties off.”

Pam stared at him for a second, panting. She pulled her
skirt up over her hips and pushed her panties down to
her ankles. Her crotch was moist and warm. That only
happened when she touched herself, and it always felt
good. Todd’s hand felt so much better.

She sat back and spread her thighs. Todd stared at her
crotch with a gleam in his eyes. Just being looked at
like that made Pam tremble with excitement.

His hand brushed her thigh. Pam gasped. She could
hardly stand the anticipation. As his fingers neared
the soft mound between her legs she spread them wider,
moaning.

Todd moved closer to her and she looked up at him. He
leaned forward and kissed her. Pam pressed her hands
into the seat and raised her pelvis toward his hand.
His lips pressed gently on hers and his tongue searched
in her mouth. Todd’s fingers pushed between her
delicate lips between her legs. Pam squealed. It was
the best sensation she ever felt.

She put one arm around his neck and pulled him down.
Her other hand squeezed the door handle. His finger
wiggled up inside her so gently. She felt a slight
twinge of pain, but the pleasure was so good. She
thrust herself toward his hand.

Suddenly he broke away and sat on his end of the bench
seat. She stared at him, feeling terribly disappointed.
It seemed there had to be something more to what he was
doing to her, although she had no idea what.

He was panting as hard as her. She glanced down at his
crotch again. His hard penis was still there. She
longed to take it out of his pants and touch it and
kiss it and feel it in her mouth.

“You need someone to show you more about sex,” Todd
said. His hand rubbed the ridge in his pants.

Pam looked away, pretending to be bashful.

“I’d like it if someone showed me how to do it.”

“What about me?” he asked.

She avoided him with her eyes. “You?”

“I’ll show you how.”

She looked at him. He was playing with the zipper on
his jeans.

“You would?” Her eyes trailed down to his lap. She
hoped he would give her permission to take out his
penis.

“Sure,” he said, and took his hands away from his lap.
“Go ahead.”

Pam stared at the ridge in his pants for a few seconds,
working up the nerve to touch it. She reached across
and put her hand lightly on his right knee. Todd sucked
in a breath. Her fingers moved slowly toward the long
ridge that stuck up in his pants. She could feel its
shape and hardness through the fabric. She was
breathing hard.

“Take it out,” Todd said. His voice was a choked
whisper.

Pam undid his jeans and Todd lifted himself off the
seat so she could push them down. His penis jumped out
at her and she squealed. Todd sighed.

It stood up from his lap like a pole. Pam stared,
fascinated by it. Todd’s was a lot like her old
boyfriend’s, only much longer and much thicker. It had
ridges and bumps and fat blue veins that ran just under
the skin. Her eyes followed its length to his balls.

She reached out to touch it with her trembling hand.
Todd groaned deep in his throat. Her fingers closed
around it. The skin was burning, and the bone inside
was as hard as a rock. She moved her hand up and down
slowly. Todd groaned again. His head tilted back.

“It’s so hot,” Pam said in a soft voice. “What should I
do?”

“I think you should kiss it.”

Pam turned her eyes up to him. She was crouched on her
knees over his lap with one hand around his penis and
one hand around his balls. He was staring down at her
with excited eyes. She leaned forward, squeezed the
shaft of his penis tightly, closed her eyes, and
pressed her red lips to the round head. The feel of the
spongy head on her soft lips sent a shiver through her
body.

“Oh yeah,” Todd said with a groan.

He must have liked that. Pam kissed it again and he
groaned again. She liked the way she could have such an
effect on him, and she liked the feel of his penis in
her hands and against her lips.

“Stick your tongue in that hole on the end. That’s
where my stuff comes out.”

Her brows crossed. Stuff? What stuff? What came out?
She stared at the tiny slit at the end. How could
anything come out of that? Still trying to figure out
what he meant, she poked her tongue out and licked the
slit.

Todd sighed. “Oh yeah. Lick it again.”

Giggling, Pam licked the slit again, then the whole
head. She ran her tongue up the side of the shaft and
she stroked it in her small hand.

“Now suck it,” Todd said in a deep, rough voice. His
hand pressed on the back of her neck.

His sudden roughness startled her. He wasn’t hurting
her, but he held her down firmly and mashed the head of
his penis against her lips. She whimpered. He was
scaring her.

His hand pushed her head down harder. The head of his
penis forced her lips apart. She opened her mouth all
the way and Todd forced his penis in. It stretched her
jaw wide and jammed her tongue to the back of her
throat, making her gag. She squirmed under his grip,
but somehow she was excited. Her private area felt warm
and moist and tingly, like it did when she touched
herself in bed.

“Now move your head up and down,” Todd said, his voice
a growl. His strong hand eased its grip to let her head
come up, then gripped her firmly again to force her
head back down.

She moved her head reluctantly, gagging and choking
under Todd’s grip, and becoming more and more excited.
The head of his penis rubbed over her tongue and
touched the back of her throat. It was the biggest
thing she ever had in her mouth and felt like it would
to strangle her. She squeezed her lips around it and
moved her head up and down as much as she could,
although Todd tried to force his penis deeper into her
mouth than she wanted.

“Do it faster,” Todd said, his voice a hiss. “You’re
gonna make me cum.”

Make him come? What did that mean? He released his hold
of her neck and Pam was sucking him all on her own,
moving her head and her hands up and down rapidly. She
loved the feel of his huge, hard thing filling her
mouth, but she was confused by what he had said. Where
was she going to make him come from?

“Oh god … Oh god,” Todd moaned.

Pam turned her eyes up to his face while she
concentrated on sucking him. Todd looked like he was in
tremendous pain. She should stop and make sure he was
okay. She would hate to find out she was hurting him.

Then Todd grunted. His butt lifted off the seat. His
muscles became very tight. His penis throbbed in her
mouth, and suddenly some kind of warm, thick fluid was
pouring down her throat. She squealed, but her voice
was muffled by the penis. She took it out of her mouth
to cough, and while she was looking at the tiny slit at
the tip of the head, a huge glob of white stuff shot
out of it and hit her on the face.

Pam screamed. Another glob of the stuff shot out and
hit her upper lip. Most of it went into her mouth. Pam
tried to get away, but the next shot hit her on the
neck. She was too shocked to scream, holding the penis
away like a snake that had bit her. More of that white
stuff dribbled out of the tiny hole and ran down the
side of the shaft, covering her hands.

Pam didn’t know what to do. It was all over her face
and hands and in her mouth and on her neck and leg and
dripped down her chest, and she didn’t even know what
it was. He said the hole was where his stuff came out.
Was that what he meant by his stuff? And did she made
it come out, like he said?

“What is it?” she mumbled, trying to speak with her
mouth full.

“It’s my cum. You made me cum.”

Pam spit it out and wiped her mouth with the part of
her wrist that wasn’t already covered.

“What’s come?” she said.

Todd chuckled. Pam felt humiliated.

“It’s my sperm. It’s what makes a baby.”

Pam felt a moment of panic. “Will I have a baby now?”

Todd laughed again. Pam couldn’t understand why he was
laughing. He handed her a handkerchief to wipe her
hands.

“No, don’t be silly. You won’t get pregnant unless I
cum in your pussy.”

Pam felt confused again and hated not knowing what he
was talking about.

“My pussy?” she said. She couldn’t imagine him putting
that white stuff on a cat, even if she had one.

“Your pussy,” Todd said. He reached between her legs
and touched her mound. “Here. This is your pussy. This
is where babies come from.” He wiped up some of his
stuff with his finger. “And this is the sperm that
makes babies.”

He held it up for her, but she cringed away. She had
enough of it in her mouth and didn’t like the taste.

Pam cleaned her hands and face and wiped up the
droplets of sperm from her chest and leg. She could
have a baby. All she had to do was make Todd’s penis
come in her pussy. The only thing was, she didn’t
understand how a thing as big as Todd’s penis was
supposed to go in her pussy. She looked down between
her legs. It looked way too small.

When her hands were clean she handed the handkerchief
to Todd and he cleaned his penis. Pam was tempted to
ask him to put it in her pussy, but didn’t know what
words to use.

“We should get back home,” Todd said, and started to
pull up his jeans. “My Mom’s gonna have dinner ready
for us soon.”

Pam saw her only chance disappearing and tried to think
fast. She turned sideways and put her feet up on the
seat, leaning back against the door. She smiled at Todd
and let her knees fall apart.

He looked at her suspiciously. “What are you up to?”

“I want you to lick me now,” she said, trembling with
excitement as she spoke the words.

His eyebrows arched up. He looked shocked, and for a
moment she was afraid he might be angry. Then his face
softened into a smile and he leaned toward her.

“You deserve to get licked,” he said as he lowered his
face close to hers and kissed her. She put her hand
around his neck, teasing her fingers in his hair, and
kissed him back. His body lay between her legs, pushing
her thighs apart, and it was a delightful feeling.

One of Todd’s hands slipped under the hockey jersey.
His fingers touched her nipple. Pam moaned into his
mouth. Her knees squeezed against his sides. Todd
pushed the jersey up. Her breasts fit in the palm of
his hand with pointy, pink nipples at the tip. Todd
leaned down and licked her nipple and Pam gasped. An
incredible tingling sensation shot through her body
from her nipple.

“Oh, Todd,” Pam moaned as she squirmed under him. She
bit her lower lip and squeezed her eyes shut. It felt
so good she wanted to burst. The more he licked the
weaker she felt until she was limp and whimpering
beneath him.

His tongue and lips left her nipple. She felt the cool
air on the saliva on her skin. He moved between her
legs and she opened her eyes to see what he was doing.
He was moving down, lowering his head to her warm,
private area. Pam’s chest heaved. She felt Todd’s
breath on her bare belly and in the few fine hairs on
her mound.

He kissed her. She whimpered. His tongue came out and
licked her. Pam closed her eyes and sighed. Her lower
lip quivered. His tongue moved around her pussy and she
especially loved it when he pushed the tip of it
inside, where his fingers had been. He licked a certain
spot down there he had touched with his fingers that
thrilled her. When he licked it over and over she felt
like she would explode. Pleasure rolled through her
body in waves, building and building until she couldn’t
take it any more, then she was exploding.

Her small body writhed and bucked. She was screaming
out loud, but all she noticed was the light of the
explosions behind her eyes and the heavy waves of
pleasure that crashed through her body.

When it was over she lay still, breathing hard. That
was what was missing, when he was rubbing her with his
fingers and quit before it was finished. She opened her
eyes and looked at Todd, smiling. This was what it was
all about, she had no doubt. She wanted to feel that
again and many times, and if she didn’t have Todd to do
it to her she would find a guy, she decided.

Todd was on his hands and knees between her legs. She
could see between his legs. His beautiful long penis
hung straight down and looked very hard.

“Don’t get up yet,” Todd said. He had his hand on her
pussy.

“What are you gonna do?” Pam said, her voice quivering.

He moved up so her spread legs were around his hips.
“I’m gonna take your virginity,” he said.

Pam gasped. Todd took his penis in his hand and
suddenly she knew what he was going to do. He was going
to put it in her pussy. As he raised his penis and
pointed the head at her tiny pussy, she bit her lower
lip and whimpered. She was filled with fear and
anticipation at the same time. His fingers pushed the
lips of her pussy apart and he pushed the head of his
thing against them. Pam giggled.

“That feels funny,” she said.

He pressed himself forward. She watched the head of his
penis disappear inside her pussy and she gasped. It was
a strange sensation of being spread open. He pushed it
a little deeper. She felt a twinge of pain and gasped
again.

“That hurts a little bit,” Pam said in a meek whisper.
The pain was a concern. She didn’t want it to hurt. She
wanted it to feel good. He pushed again and she winced.
It was hurting more.

“I think it’s too big,” she said, hoping he would
reconsider, but he didn’t. He pressed forward until his
penis came up against something inside her pussy that
stopped it. Todd hesitated and Pam sighed with relief
that he wasn’t going to cause her more pain. She was
shaking. The pain of her pussy being stretched eased
slightly.

Todd shoved his hips forward. Pam felt something tear
inside her, followed by a searing pain, and she
screamed.

“Ow! Todd, stop. It hurts,” she cried.

Tears rained from the corners of her eyes. She tried to
move her legs or push him off, but he was too big. Todd
ignored her. She couldn’t understand how he could be so
mean or why he would want to hurt her so badly.

“Hold on,” he said. He shoved more of his penis into
her pussy and she screamed in pain again.

She was sobbing and screaming and pushing on his chest
and his penis was still sliding into her. His hips
pushed her legs farther apart. She was pinned under him
and felt helpless to his assault. She was confused and
hurt and angry at him for doing this to her.

“Take it out. Take it out, please,” she pleaded as she
sobbed. Her eyes blurred with tears that streamed down
her cheeks.

Finally, Todd stopped pushing, but the pain did not
ease.

“It’s in now,” he said, wiping the tears from her
cheek.

“Why?” Pam sobbed, her chest heaving. “Why did you do
this to me?”

“We’re making love,” Todd said in a soothing voice. His
hips moved slowly back and forth. “Don’t you want me to
make love to you?”

“But … it hurts,” Pam sobbed, and winced in pain when
his hips moved forward and pushed his penis a bit
deeper into her body.

“It always hurts for a girl the first time.”

The sharp pain began to ease, if only slightly, but she
was still angry at him for hurting her. She stared up
at him with a scowl on her face, sniffling. Her crying
had stopped except for the pools of tears in her eyes
and her shuddering breath.

Gradually, she began to notice a new sensation, one she
felt over the occasional twinge of pain. It was the
sensation of Todd’s thick penis sliding in and out of
her pussy. She began to concentrate on that sensation
while she stared up into his eyes. It felt strange at
first, then she began to like it. The pain was fading
rapidly, replaced by a deep, lusting ache deep in her
belly.

He was doing it. They were making love. Pam began to
respond. Her breathing became heavier. Her nipples
tingled. She started to like the feel of his penis
moving in and out of her body.

Todd’s hips moved faster. His eyes were locked with
hers; she could not tear herself away. Pam moaned in
shallow, rapid breaths. Her small hands stopped trying
to push him off and stroked his sides.

“Oh, Todd,” Pam whispered. She felt that thing building
inside her, just like it did when he was licking her
pussy and she was overjoyed. He was going to make it
happen for her again.

She was panting and moaning as he went faster and
faster, and didn’t even notice when he groaned and his
penis started throbbing. She felt a warm fluid filling
her insides and she knew he was spilling his white
stuff in her belly.

Todd lay on top of her for a minute or two, panting.
Pam brushed her fingertips over his sides, squeezing
his body between her thighs. He lifted himself off and
sat behind the steering wheel. His long cock drooped
over his lap and it was covered with shiny fluids.

“We better get home before my Mom asks why we’re late,”
Todd said, and pulled up his jeans.

Pam sat up and pulled her panties snug against her
crotch. The whole way back home she couldn’t stop
smiling. The warmth of Todd’s stuff spread through her
whole body, and she could feel it leaking from her
slit, soaking her panties.