Last weekend I sent an e-mail to Sue, my wife mentioning that it had
been a long time since she had taken charge and used her strap-on
dildo on me. I told her that if she was inclined, I would love for her
to do it again.
We bought her stap-on almost four years ago but had only used it a few
times. Each time she did me I was left with a warm feeling of totally
belonging to her. A feeling like I never had before in my previous
marriage or any other relationship. I have tried to explain this
feeling before to her. But since I didn’t understand it myself, I’m
sure that my words never were able to convey my feelings. So it had
been almost two years since the last time. I also knew that she got
less pleasure out of it than I did so I hesitated to ask her.
I sent the e-mail on Friday and knew that she had read it on Saturday
with the rest of her mail. There was no comment so I just assumed that
this was another time I would have to wait.
Saturday was taken up with the normal things that make life go on.
Late afternoon was taken up waiting for the man to come repair our
convection oven. When he left to go order parts for his return the
next week I was busy finding something to fix for supper and trying to
figure out what we had in the freezer that we could fix until he came
back. Totally forgotten was my request of the day before.
After supper I put the NCAA basketball game on for Sue and I to watch
and sat down on the couch to enjoy it. After about half an hour Sue
told me to fix her a drink. I got out the booze and made her a gin and
tonic in a tall glass then fixed myself a scotch and water and sat
back on the couch.
After halftime Sue told me to go to her drawer and pick out a pair of
her panties, put them on, and come back. We are about the same size so
I went and got the first pair from the top. They were just a pair of
white polyester panties but I felt excitement when I took them out.
The excitement was not the feel of the panties, rather being told to
wear them and doing it under her control was what was making my breath
quicken and heart beat faster.
I came back and Sue had me stand by her chair and rubbed my cock
through the panties for a bit then told me to fix her another drink.
Now I realized that she was acting on my e-mail. The last times she
used her strap-on in me after a few drinks she was rougher and left me
feeling even better. So I made her next drink a double.
We sat watching basketball and by now the second game had started.
Again I was called to her chair and my cock was rubbed. Again I fixed
her a drink, another double. She had me put my shorts over the panties
and take the dogs out for their evening walk. When I came back she had
me stand by the chair and pulled the shorts down. This was wonderful,
she had me in her control and I felt special because of it.
She told me to go get things out and I knew what to do. In the bedroom
closet I got our her strap with the dildo mounted on it. I put it and
her outfit on the bed so she would have what she needed. I came back
and stood by her chair and told her I had things on the bed for her.
She rubbed my cock again then all of a sudden I felt a shap slap on my
behind. “You didn’t bring your things”, she said
I went back to the closet and this time came back with a small butt
plug, a cock ring and a hand full of plastic clothspins and brought
them back and stood by her chair. She put the cock ring on me then
pulled it very tight then put clothspins in my nipples and then
several on my balls. I was told to bring her the digital camera and
the stood back for her to take my picture. Then I came back to her and
she pushed the butt plug into my ass then pulled my panties up again
and sent me back to sit on the couch.
We sat in the living room talking about normal things as if
everything was normal. The ball game was close but her team won. I
brought her purse to her so she could call her friend and talk about
the game. We each had another drink and watched the news. I got up to
fix myself another drink and she told me I didn’t need that but to go
get undressed and have myself ready for her on the middle of the bed
with my head down.
I was on my bed waiting for a long time for her with my heart beating
with excitement. Just as I was beginning to wonder if maybe she had
fallen asleep I heard her walk back to the bathroom and pee. Then I
heard her walking around for what seemed forever. Then I felt her
weight on the bed and with no preliminaries she pulled out the
butt-plug and put the penis head of her strap-on at my entrance. She
was not gentle and had not used much lubrication so I really felt her
pushing into me. The pain was a little too much for me. The pressure
was pulling the clips on my balls and her pushing put me flat on the
mattress. I asked her to let me take the clips off and she said ok.
Then I was back on my knees and again she lined up her cock and
entered me again. This time with the lubrication from before she was
entering me. As she passed my sphincter in one hard shove a wave of
feeling flowed over me. I felt warm and special and knew I was with
the one person that I belonged to and could never go anywhere else.
Two more pushes and she was all the way in then grabbed my hips and
was fucking me hard driving all of her 225 pounds into me hard and
fast. I was in ectasy flooded with special feelings.
She got off the bed and removed her strap and came back and sat on my
cock. I wasn’t rock hard but was harder than I usually am and she rode
me and we were both excited. With the cock ring on I’m not sure if I
came or not. But she handed me the strap-on and butt-plug and told me
to wash them off. When I came back Sue had rolled over and she pushed
my head down to eat her pussy which was flooded. After she came I
thought she was through but she handed me the butt-plug and told me
to put the plug in then wear the panties and not to let it come out
all night. Then she put the stap of the dildo over my head and told me
to keep this pacifier in all night.
As I was laying there with a plug in my ass and a cock in my mouth I
was told that from now on I was to wear panties until she told me not
to. And we were meeting a man for a threesome Monday night and I
would be wearing panties for that meeting. Also I was going to find
our collar in the morning and put it on and wear it to show that I
belong to her.
I’m still wearing panties. I was washing them out each evening but
Monday she gave me another pair to wear before we left. This is the
kinkiest side of her that she has shown yet. I love it and her and
each time makes me feel closer to this very special woman I love. I
don’t know when the next time will be or if what we have will continue
but last Saturday was very special and exciting to me.