A young submissive female in search of her true Fem Dom

It was a warm spring day. I had just finished work and
I was driving down the highway, when I spotted a
gorgeous cream-colored Benz. It was very clean and
shiny like it was new. Inside of this vehicle sat a
slender woman with brunette hair.

As I passed her on the highway our eyes met. Her blue
eyes went through my entire body, like the cold steel
of a dagger. For the past two years I had been in
search of someone who was just like me, what am I?
Kinky, and very much into consensual slavery, or as
some know as BDSM.

On the outside I look like an everyday good girl, on
the inside I consider myself to be a total submissive
fem, and a lover of the dark side. As I continued to
drive down the highway I noticed the cream colored car
was still behind me. I continued driving until I saw
the sign for my exit. As I drove off of my ramp I saw a
huge traffic jam. It was outrageous and traffic was
only moving about two miles an hour, and I still had to
drive at least twenty more minutes before I could get

I continued to sit in traffic listening to my stereo
and looking in my mirrors, when all of a sudden I
noticed the cream colored car approaching slowly on my
left. Traffic had started to pick up. As I continued on
my route towards home, I noticed that the cream colored
car had moved into my lane, in front of me. When we
stopped for the red light I noticed the woman inside of
the car looking at me through her rearview. I didn’t
pay this any attention. I just turned up my stereo and
continued to listen to music.

When I started to approach another stoplight it went
from green to yellow. I didn’t have time to stop again
and I knew that I could make it, when all of a sudden,
the cream colored car slammed it’s brakes. I slammed my
brakes as hard as I could. Suddenly I saw my car smash
into the back of the cream colored car. My heart was
pounding like it never had.

Before I had a chance to get out of my car, the woman
from the cream colored car was coming toward me, and
she was not a happy camper. “Look what you’ve done to
my fucking car.” She screamed, almost to the top of her
lungs. I got out of my vehicle and asked if she was
injured. The look that she gave me could k**l a snake.
I noticed that she was tall, slender and very dominant.
“You’re going to pay for this, do you hear me?” She
kept saying over and over again. The police came and
took down our information, and we went about our way.

About two months had past after the car accident, when
I had attended one of those gothic/ bdsm dance clubs.
As I socialized with some friends I sat down at the bar
and noticed a familiar face. it was the lady from the

Just as before, our eyes met and I started trembling.
She started walking towards the bar area, and boy did I
want to piss my pants. Up close she was very hot. She
was dressed in a black leather bustier top, with a pair
of black leather pants that revealed the sides of her
legs from her ankle to her waist and last, but not
least she had on a pair of stilettos. “Hello there, hit
anyone’s car lately?”

With a submissive smile, I shook my head and said,
“No.” She extended her hand to me, and said, “My name
is Shawna, what’s yours?”

Trembling I said, “Brianna, pleased to meet you.”

We talked for at least an hour, and from that
conversation I assumed that she was over the mishaps
with the car. That night I gave her my phone number,
and we parted.

Off and on for a couple of weeks we spoke on the phone,
becoming better acquainted with each other. Shawna soon
asked me out on a date. we both were trying to feel
each other out. One Saturday night, I arrived at her
house around eight o’clock. The house was as huge as
all hell. When the door opened there was something
about her that I could sense.

After we had a couple of drinks, she started fondling
my thighs, but who was I to say no, but I did, and she
was not pleased. “If you were smart you would be a good
little subby and give me what I want.”

I became nervous. “What is it that you want from me?”

“I want you to take off your clothes and come with me
to the basement and I will show you.” Her eyes were
piercing and cold. Her entire basement was a fetish
dungeon. “Tonight you belong only to me, you will do as
you are told and nothing more, is this understood?”

“Yes,” I said trembling.

“I’m not your mistress so you will refer to me as
Goddess Shawna, is this understood?” It took me too
long to answer, when suddenly a long single tailed whip
came lashing across my backside, I didn’t know what hit

The dungeon was cold and dreary, like a dungeon is
supposed to be, but as I looked around, I wondered what
she had in store for me on this night. Goddess Shawna
disappeared into the darkness, but she soon returned
wearing a shiny black cat suit with a black strap-on
around her waist, a black cat mask and several types of
whips. With a cold sound in her voice she said, “Come
to me, and get down on all fours.”

I threw myself down as quickly as possible, but maybe
not quick enough, she grabbed a flogger and lashed me
on my ass several times. “Whenever I give you an order
you will do it quickly and you will do it gladly is
this understood?” “Yes Goddess Shawna.”

She then made me stand, and she shackled and cuffed my
arms and legs around a pillar that was in the center of
the room. Everything was silent when suddenly, I felt
her behind me. Her breath was hot but soothing. In my
ear she started to whisper. “Mmmm, do you remember that
little fender bender slut?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna.”

“Remember when I told you that you would pay?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna.”

“Well my sweet slut your payday has arrived.” Suddenly
she rammed the thick eight-inch dildo into my ass with
all of the force that she had, and I let out a long,
loud scream that almost shook the walls of the dungeon.
“Shut the hell up, do you want to wake the fucking
neighbors?” She pulled the dildo out of my ass and went
to the table and got a gag for my mouth, and a
blindfold. She proceeded with fucking me in the ass
long and hard, until tears filled my eyes.

Once she was done she continued whisper in my ears.
“Mmmm slut you are very anal, it’s going to be so much
fun paying you back for the thousands of dollars worth
of damages to my new car.” She then disappeared again.

When she returned she removed the blindfold from my
eyes, and the gag from my mouth. “I’m going to take
this out now, but you will be punished extremely if I
hear a peep from you, is this understood?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna,” I said softly as tears were still
streaming down my face. My pussy was on fire by this
time, but I knew that she would not please me and nor
would she let me please myself. When the blindfold was
lifted she was standing in front of me naked.

She had a large, shaved pussy. I craved for a taste of
her sweet juices.

She came up behind me and bit down hard on my neck, and
then on my back. I wanted to scream but I remembered
what she had said. Tears were coming down my face very
fast now. As she continued biting me on different parts
of my body, a warm and creamy liquid started running
down my legs. As she fondled my inner thighs she felt
the warmth of my cum and angrily said, “Did I give you
permission to cum, huh? Answer me now you little cunt.”

“No Goddess.”

“Goddess, Goddess what?”

“Goddess Shawna”

She then went to a table and got a large wooden paddle.
She drew back and smacked me hard on the ass with force
several times. My screams wanted to come out again, but
I took control of myself, this was punishment enough.
The lashings kept coming over and over again until she
got tired. There was a chair in the corner, she dragged
it over to where I was, and sat down in it spread-
eagle. She then unshackled me, and made me get down on
my knees. She took my head and f****d it toward her hot
pussy lips. They were very wet.

She controlled my head by pulling and tugging on my
hair. I started stroking her love bud. As I licked it
started to enlarge. It became so very large that I had
no other choice but to suck on it. “Mmmm come on slut
suck it harder, give it to me,” she said as her eyes
started to roll back into her head.

I knew that I must have been doing something right. Her
moans and movements started to quicken, when suddenly
she pulled my hair very hard and thrust her hot wet
pussy so far into my face, I couldn’t breath. I thought
that I would surely suffocate on that night. She pumped
her hips uncontrollably until a burst of juices arrived
from in between her legs. She then rubbed my face into
it, and I licked her dry. I could tell that she was
surely pleased, or at least I thought.

As I remained in a kneeling position in front of her,
she raised my head up and began to kiss me in a very
sensual way, this had me creaming all over myself. I
hoped that she wouldn’t put her hands between my legs
again. She slightly pushed me out of her way as she
went for the blind fold again. “Come to me, and close
your eyes, I’m about to test your sense of smell and
taste.” She said to me softly. “Do you understand?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna.” I had no idea what was about to
happen to me. The room became quiet for about ten
minutes or so, and then suddenly, I was being tested in
a lot of different ways. I smelled and tasted fruit,
candy etc., but suddenly I smelled something that made
my heartbeat very fast, and my clit throb.

“Mmm, do you like what you are smelling?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna,” I said curiously.

“Would you like to take a lick of it?”

I didn’t know what to say, but I knew that it should be
the right answer. “Yes Goddess Shawna.” I was so
nervous, I knew what she wanted me to do, but I had
never rimmed anyone before in my life, I’ve always
thought of it as being gross.

“Well what are you waiting for? Get started.” She said
in a low voice as if she was hungry for it.

She started pushing her ass into my face, and moving
back and forth. The first taste of it was kind of
bitter tasting, so I pulled back as if in protest, this
was not a good move.

“What in the hell do you think your doing? You will do
whatever I want tonight and you will do it gladly slut
is this understood?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna.”

She then smacked my face and made me continue, as she
bent over in front of me. After getting the hang of my
tongue going in a circular motion, it was like the
bitter taste had disappeared and turned into nothing
but honey, I could not get enough, and nor could she.

I found myself pushing my tongue deep within her, and
this is when she started to moan. “Mmm, yes cunt you
are learning very well mmm.” I could feel her body
pushing my entire head back as she tried to get more
tongue, so I shoved my tongue in as deeply as I could
possibly get it. This is when she moaned the loudest
and I could feel a watery liquid burst onto my tongue
and mmm it was extremely satisfying. When she was
finished cumming, she removed the blindfold and
sensually kissed me again, this sent a warm pleasing
feeling throughout my body.

When we finished it was about 3am, and we both were
tired. She invited me to sleep with her upstairs in her
bed after we showered together. Once we were in her
soft king-size bed, she rapped her arms around me and
held me in the spoon position, and we drifted off to

I had awakened about 10am and realized that I had to
leave, because I had to prepare for a meeting first
thing on Monday morning. When I sat up, so did Shawna.
“Hey good morning, where are you going,” she said in a
curious but sleepy sounding voice. “Well I have this
huge meeting tomorrow morning, and I’m not prepared for
it, so I must get started, if that’s ok with you?”

“And what if I say that it isn’t.” My submissiveness
was standing at full attention again. I didn’t
understand why I was acting this way, she did not own
me, and she was not my mistress. We had only played
together last night, or was it play? “Umm.”

“Umm what Brianna, can’t you speak when you’re spoken
“No answer from you, mmm that’s what I thought.” Her
eyes became piercing, it was like she could see right
through my weak piece of flesh. “Okay, go if you must.”

I quickly jumped up, and ran downstairs for my clothes.
She watched every step that I made. When I was ready to
leave she didn’t get up to walk me out; she just lay in
bed naked with her luscious body calling my name.

Within the next couple of weeks my job become very
busy. I was a researcher for a major law firm. It had
been two weeks since I had seen or heard from Shawna. I
thought that either she didn’t like me, or her job was
making her life really busy. She was a big time real
estate agent for a large real-estate firm, who catered
to the filthy rich or something. I didn’t want to call
and bother her.

Eventually a month or so had gone by without me hearing
from Shawna. On one hot and lonely Saturday night, my
phone rang. When I picked it up it was Shawna. The
sound of her voice made my voice tremble. “Hello
Brianna how are you, I’ve missed you. I apologize for
not getting back to you for so very long, but I have
been busy with work, and I had to leave town for a
couple of weeks.” Her voice sounded stern, but sincere.

“I more than understand, I’ve also been very busy.” My
voice was sounding shaky, and weak.

“Are you busy this evening?”

“Ah no, I’m just hanging out here watching a movie.”

“Mmm, what type of movie?”

“It’s an S&M movie, it’s pretty much ok.”

“So what’re you really into personally?”

It was like it was my very own secret, but I answered
her with a timid, soft voice and said. “Well I enjoy
domination, submission and mild masochism, along with
other forms of BDSM.”

“You know I enjoy the same things pretty much but I’m
just the opposite. I enjoy dominating, and I’m into
mild sadism.” She said with a certain type of longing
in her voice. As for me, this is something that I have
been searching for in a person for a long time, and I
knew that Shawna was not one of those want to be type
of people, for she was a true female dominant.

Shawna then said, “So when would you like to test my
skills again?” I really didn’t know what to say.
“Brianna speak up baby you can do it.”

“Well I’m here all alone as usual, what about tonight.”

“I’m always ready, how about in an hour or so?”

“Yes that would be fine.” I could hear a certain type
of calm in Shawna’s voice; maybe she had been yearning
for some of the same things that I had been yearning

About an hour or so later Shawna’s cream-colored Benz
pulled up in front of my house and she rang the bell.
When I opened the door, she walked in and it was like a
breath of fresh air. My heart was pounding but why? She
had this look of pure lust in her eyes.

“Brianna, go to the car and get the black bag that is
on the back seat for me please, I forgot it.” I went
quickly to the car to get it, and rushed back inside.
“Thank you, now where can we go to get started,” she
said impatiently. “We can go upstairs to my bedroom, if
you’d like.” “Sure that’ll be just fine.”

My bedroom was pretty spacious for a house of its size.
In the past, I had the wall that sat between my room
and one of the guestrooms removed to make one very
large room, it served more then its purpose.

I was dressed in a black latex corset with buckles down
the front with a matching latex thong and heels. Shawna
once told me that she loved for women to dress within a
scene but they should always keep themselves as sexy as
possible. This was a huge turn-on for her.

Once upstairs Shawna dropped the black bag where she
stood. A weird look came over her. She then grabbed me
and kissed me hard on my mouth, burying her tongue down
my throat.

“Mmm, baby I have a lot in store for you my little
pussy.” She said, as she grinned. “Drop,” Shawna said
with great demand as she snapped her fingers loudly.

I knew exactly what this meant, so I did exactly what I
was told, and I did it gladly. Shawna started taking
off all of her clothes, and boy did she have a body to
k**l for. She then put on her famous strap-on and
commanded me to come over to her. “Come to me and
remain in a kneeling position.”

I did what she asked without question, but I had no
idea of what she wanted of me. She grabbed my head and
shoved the eight inches of hard rubber dick into my
mouth; at first it was hard to breath.

“You’ve never swallowed a dick before have you?”

All that I could do at the time was shake my head no,
and she understood this time, because my mouth was kind
of busy. She then slowly coached me and told me how
easy it would be for me to eventually take it all in
and after about fifteen minutes or so it started to

After that part was done, without warning she pushed me
down onto the floor with force and began to rip my
thong and corset off of me. She then began to shove the
dildo into my pussy. I thought that she would split my
clit for sure. She must have been really in need
because her scent filled my whole bedroom instantly; it
was like taking a breath of fresh air.

As Shawna pumped my pussy faster and faster, she
decided to lift my legs over her shoulders, so that my
ass would be revealed. She then took the dildo out of
my pussy and shoved it clear into my ass without any
lube. I accidentally let out a very loud moan, and that
made Shawna push the dildo into me even harder.

“I told you before about being so loud didn’t I, huh,
huh?” Shawna was very angry and I was scared. She
eventually got up and reached for her bag. She pulled
out a lot of rope, very thick rope. “Get up on the bed,
right now, hurry up.” I climbed onto the bed very
quickly, and I lay on my back as Shawna grabbed my
wrists and started to tie them to the head post.
Afterwards she grabbed my ankles and tied those too,
and she also tied a blindfold around my eyes.

Shawna pulled out a black leather strap similar to an
old-fashioned razor strap, and began punishing me with
it. I dared not scream, but tears fell from my eyes
each time my body twitched from the lashes. It seemed
that maybe the strap was a little too large for my
slender body after a while, Shawna switched to a small
single tail whip. This had a sting that was really
unbearable, but I could feel my pussy getting wetter
and wetter with each thrashing that she administered.

Once Shawna was tired of whipping me, she then crawled
on top of me and placed her hot pussy over my face and
commanded me to lick and suck her graciously until she
said to stop. As I licked and sucked, Shawna or rather
Goddess Shawna became hotter and hotter. I could feel
her sweat dripping onto my breast, this made my clit
throb out of control, I wanted to explode. Shawna was
already out of control as she fucked my face with

As I continued to suck her clit, she began to moan, and
pull my hair. Suddenly a burst of hot creamy liquid was
all over my face. Eventually when Shawna regained her
composure she climbed to the end of the bed and said,
“You have been a very good subby tonight, do you think
you should be rewarded?”

“Yes Goddess Shawna.”

“So be it,” she said with satisfaction.

She began to suck on my clit, and pussy lips, mmm it
felt so good. She had never touched me in this way
before. I was melting. She then began to bite my clit,
which hurt, but it hurt so good. Suddenly I began to
explode and Shawna bit down much harder, on my clit,
moving her way to my thighs. What a long night we had.
I wore the evidence of her passion for me to work for
almost two weeks the bruises were pretty bad, but good.

She always made sure that any evidence of her signature
marks were well hidden, because I did have a job to go

Shawna and I began to see each other frequently, and
then one day she came to me, and asked me to be hers in
ownership, she wanted to become my Mistress, and me her
submissive sex slave.

I immediately said yes. About six months or so later, I
moved into Mistress Shawna’s house, and began to please
her in whatever way she wanted me to, 24/7. Her every
command was my wish. One thing that remained the same
was my career. I was still getting up going into the
law firm each day looking like the innocent, good girl

The only difference was that I had an amazing glow
about myself because I was in love with Mistress

She would throw parties with her kinky S&M friends and
use me for the human buffet. She showed me off like I
was her trophy. Her friends would sometimes want to
share me, but she would say, “Absolutely not.”

This made me happy, because she was the only one that I
wanted to use and discipline me. Mistress Shawna became
very strict with me.

She showed and taught me things that I’ve never heard
of. She turned into a pure bitch, when she would get
her period, She would get upset if I were to breathe
too heavy, she wanted quiet.

One rainy Saturday, I was doing my weekly chores of
cleaning the house. I was in the kitchen doing the
dishes by hand, because this is what she wanted though
she had a dishwasher. A couple of wineglasses fell onto
the floor and broke, she heard this and yelled
downstairs. “Brianna, what in the hell are you doing?”

“Umm Mistress two wineglasses fell to the floor by
accident and broke.”

“Which two glasses?” She yelled with a roar in her

“Mistress two of the clear ones with the black stems,
and gold rims.”

She came running downstairs to take a look, I could see
that she was terribly upset with me, and I immediately
started to cry. “Brianna, look at this fucking mess, do
you know that these are the glasses that I got from
Greece last year. Now instead of six there are only
four. How will I replace the glasses huh, do you know
how fucking expensive these are for just one?”

“No Mistress, please forgive me, please.”

“No Brianna not this time.”

“When you get paid you will not be allowed to keep a
small portion for your allowance, you will turnover the
next three paychecks to me, is this understood?”
Mistress Shawna’s eyes were turning red she was so
angry. Each glass was made of crystal, with a diamond
cut, and fourteen-karat gold around the rim.

“Brianna, clean up this mess, hurry up, do it quickly.”
Mistress was not feeling well, and I was in deep
trouble. I was so scared of the punishment that I was
about to receive. As tears streamed down my face, I
rolled my eyes at Mistress on a sly, or so I thought
and she slapped the hell out of me. “Brianna, are you
disrespecting me? Are you getting angry with me, after
all that I’ve done for you?”

“No Mistress.” I threw myself down on my knees.”

“Brianna, I’m very angry with you. Your punishment will
last for the rest of the weekend, go to the basement
right now.”

I did as I was told. Mistress walked behind me quickly.
Once we were down in the basement, Mistress made me
strip, it was time for my punishment. “Come here, and
bring the pussy whip with you. Now lay across the
table, and be quiet, don’t let me hear a fucking sound
from you.”

Mistress strapped my arms down first, and then my legs,
I couldn’t move if I tried. My legs were spread apart
so that my luscious pink lips were showing among other

Mistress brought her arm back as far as she could, and
she took the small leather whip and swung it over and
over as hard as she could, down on my wet pussy. My
tears were streaming like a river. My pussy became very
wet, and very swollen. The burning sensation felt good
for an instant. Though Mistress was on her period, I do
believe that she was turned on, as she saw my pussy
swollen and wet. She started unstrapping me.

“Stand up right now, hurry.”

When I went to stand up, my pussy felt as though it
would fall to the floor. The pain was intense. Mistress
walked into the bathroom. I suddenly heard the water
running I had no idea of what she was doing. She then
came over to me, and removed her black satin robe. Her
body made me so weak. “Brianna, do you love and cherish
your Mistress?”

“Yes Mistress very much so.”

“Good, you will do what ever it takes to please me,

“Yes Mistress.”

Mistress Shawna then made me lay on the cold marble
floor. She knelt down over my face with her pussy over
top of my mouth. “Open your mouth wide and you better
not spill a drop.” Mistress’s voice sound low sensual.

Suddenly a warm stream of gold tricked from Mistress’s
pussy directly into my awaiting mouth. She had done
this to me several times before, but it never tasted as
good as it did on this day. Maybe her time of the month
added a little more flavor.

After Mistress was finished, she laid her pelvic area
slightly on my mouth and started humping my face. I got
the hint right away. My tongue was her slave. She was
grinding her clit onto my tongue harder and faster,
until I heard her moans of ecstasy.

When she was finished, she got up and walked away from
me, and placed on her black satin robe. “Get up slut,
go over to the corner and get into your cage, this is
where you will spend the night. If you are a good slut,
I will take you out in the morning.”

The marble floor was very cold, but when I had awakened
in the morning I notice that there was a blanket
covering my naked body. In the months and years that
followed, my relationship with Mistress Shawna got even
better. I learned what to do and what not to do, how to
dress, and how not to dress. Mistress kept me under her
strict and complete control. Almost everywhere she
went, I went too, I was always a foot or so behind her.

One thing I do not regret is hitting the back of her
cream colored Mercedes Benz on that warm spring day.

Leave a Reply